I just turned over my sweet little sleeping babe to the nurse for her gtube surgery. This was the hardest surgery yet for me. All the others have been easier because I knew she needed it to progress and develop. This time, I feel like I don't HAVE to do it. I know we need to clear her throat out and let her cleft heal, but because we are electing to have a hole cut into her stomach, it's tearing me apart. 
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Gtube day
I just turned over my sweet little sleeping babe to the nurse for her gtube surgery. This was the hardest surgery yet for me. All the others have been easier because I knew she needed it to progress and develop. This time, I feel like I don't HAVE to do it. I know we need to clear her throat out and let her cleft heal, but because we are electing to have a hole cut into her stomach, it's tearing me apart. 
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How did it go? We are still praying for her every day! Love you all.
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